Oct 26, 2006 20:51
How do you move on?
for Almost a year friends have told me it's time, time to move on. June 30th 2005 Patrick McDermott vanished while on a fishing trip. Pat was an amazing man, the love of my life. I admit we were taking a break at the time and it wasn't the first time we took a break from each other.
Here we are almost 14 mnths later and still no word. Maybe I could move on,IF I knew what happened.
Pat and I used to share candlelit dinners and walks on the beach . We used to talk about things that mattered to us most, like family and where we grew up.
So here I am stuck in a hard place . Afraid to move on but afraid to believe that he's comming home to me and to his son(From a previous marriage).
His ex wife Yvette and I have become good friends through this tragedy. I'm not sure how much it helps either of us but at the same time we have a common bond, Pat.
I'm doing a show tonight, taking a 15 minute intermission and I guess these songs are just tugging on my emotions.
well ..I guess for now I am Hopelessly Devoted.