If I lay here. If I just lay here. Would you lie with me and just forget the world??
I feel so lazy not working. I'm stressing about stuff at work and it's my vacation. Stop it!!!
Lol ok so Esmonds birthday party.... W. came. Yup. I called and asked Jacob if he'd be uncomfortable if the guy I was seeing came, and he said not at all so long as we weren't all up on each other and shit. And W. wanted to come, which was even odder.. But we had just spent the night together and he went with my sister and I to the airport to pick up my mom on Saturday morning, but then left to go to the gym and all that shit. And we kept texting back and forth, saying it was going to suck not being able to see him until after the party, which would end who knows when. All his friends kept calling him to go downtown, or to that beer tasting place, i forgot what it's called...anyways, he told them all no, because I wouldn't be able to go with him.. One of his friends who is in from texas, he hasn't even hung out with a single time because of me. Not that i ask him to, but it's not even an option to him, to not go without me. anyways so his friend is all pissed off at him now...so basically, the point is W. ended up going to the party with my mom and I, and my sister. Him and Jacob met. I knew they would have to eventually, why not have it happen on a happy occasion? So we came in and W. shook Jacobs hand, and Jacob offered him a beer. They were both really cool about everything. I'm glad it panned out so well, and also that they've finally met.
The party started late, close to 6pm. It was overcast and got cold. Jacky and Lani, Ian and Megan showed up, also my nephews and brother. Well not my brother, he's my ex-brother in law, but the closest thing to a brother I have. I was telling W. about him, and how's he's helped me so many times when I needed it, and goes, "well baby thats what I'm for now"... Esmond had fun though, he got tons of toys and clothes, and played and had cake. It was in Jacobs backyard though. I thought he was going to clean the place up a bit, he told me he was, but it didn't look like it. Looked ghetto as fuck. I don't miss that fuckin place one bit. I mean you can live in the ghetto but not fall INTO it ya know? I do! My building is ghetto as fuckin hell, but my place is not, and never will be. Anyways... it was freezing though, even W. was cold, and he never gets cold. Lani and Jacky left early. Megan and Ian stayed for as long as we did. There was this girl there, that Jacob works with, Vanessa. he's worked with her since we lived in Oceanside 3 years ago. I was always so suspicious that there was something going on between them. Well it was obvious she liked him, and wanted him. But I didn't think he would cheat on me, and his behavior didn't suggest it either. However I knew she liked him, therefore I didn't like her. i was never intimdated cause the girl is not cute AT ALL. But still, back then my life was quiet and boring, and not much occupied my mind but my husband, son, and those little paranoias. Anyways she was there at the party, so was his ex. The ex that caused all that drama so many years ago. Some people are so transparent. Anyways. I wasn't the slightest bit annoyed. Two girls that I used to hate, within feet of me and all I was thinking about was how much I just wanted to go home with my man and crawl into bed with him. It really showed me not only how much I've grown as a person, but how little jacob effects my life now. If it weren't for Esmond, we would be strangers right now.. Anyways I thanked Jacob, said good bye to Esmond, and left. Dropped my mom off, who was exhausted then went home with my love to his place.
Well I'm at this internet cafe checking my email and myspace but I gotta go now, my son and mom are ready to split...
Lol ok so Esmonds birthday party.... W. came. Yup. I called and asked Jacob if he'd be uncomfortable if the guy I was seeing came, and he said not at all so long as we weren't all up on each other and shit. And W. wanted to come, which was even odder.. But we had just spent the night together and he went with my sister and I to the airport to pick up my mom on Saturday morning, but then left to go to the gym and all that shit. And we kept texting back and forth, saying it was going to suck not being able to see him until after the party, which would end who knows when. All his friends kept calling him to go downtown, or to that beer tasting place, i forgot what it's called...anyways, he told them all no, because I wouldn't be able to go with him.. One of his friends who is in from texas, he hasn't even hung out with a single time because of me. Not that i ask him to, but it's not even an option to him, to not go without me. anyways so his friend is all pissed off at him now...so basically, the point is W. ended up going to the party with my mom and I, and my sister. Him and Jacob met. I knew they would have to eventually, why not have it happen on a happy occasion? So we came in and W. shook Jacobs hand, and Jacob offered him a beer. They were both really cool about everything. I'm glad it panned out so well, and also that they've finally met.
The party started late, close to 6pm. It was overcast and got cold. Jacky and Lani, Ian and Megan showed up, also my nephews and brother. Well not my brother, he's my ex-brother in law, but the closest thing to a brother I have. I was telling W. about him, and how's he's helped me so many times when I needed it, and goes, "well baby thats what I'm for now"... Esmond had fun though, he got tons of toys and clothes, and played and had cake. It was in Jacobs backyard though. I thought he was going to clean the place up a bit, he told me he was, but it didn't look like it. Looked ghetto as fuck. I don't miss that fuckin place one bit. I mean you can live in the ghetto but not fall INTO it ya know? I do! My building is ghetto as fuckin hell, but my place is not, and never will be. Anyways... it was freezing though, even W. was cold, and he never gets cold. Lani and Jacky left early. Megan and Ian stayed for as long as we did. There was this girl there, that Jacob works with, Vanessa. he's worked with her since we lived in Oceanside 3 years ago. I was always so suspicious that there was something going on between them. Well it was obvious she liked him, and wanted him. But I didn't think he would cheat on me, and his behavior didn't suggest it either. However I knew she liked him, therefore I didn't like her. i was never intimdated cause the girl is not cute AT ALL. But still, back then my life was quiet and boring, and not much occupied my mind but my husband, son, and those little paranoias. Anyways she was there at the party, so was his ex. The ex that caused all that drama so many years ago. Some people are so transparent. Anyways. I wasn't the slightest bit annoyed. Two girls that I used to hate, within feet of me and all I was thinking about was how much I just wanted to go home with my man and crawl into bed with him. It really showed me not only how much I've grown as a person, but how little jacob effects my life now. If it weren't for Esmond, we would be strangers right now.. Anyways I thanked Jacob, said good bye to Esmond, and left. Dropped my mom off, who was exhausted then went home with my love to his place.
Well I'm at this internet cafe checking my email and myspace but I gotta go now, my son and mom are ready to split...