Too busy losing track of myself.
I'm trying hard not to be bothered by past events I never had any control over. I'm mainly disappointed in myself. I wish I knew how to do this better. It comes so naturally to some people; for me it just doesn't.
I am resentful.
I am a little bitter. And I need to work it out.
Yes, mother, I am angry. How could you have ever allowed yourself to be so naive?
On a different note, I want to befriend every person I make eye contact with, but I never know how to go about doing it. I want to know them, you, us, everyone, everywhere.
I need a teacher. I want to actively let people know how much they mean to me, to help them, to photograph them. I've been too distracted lately to focus on the things that make me feel whole. It's been months since the last time I developed anything that could potentially be considered a photo.
It's time to shower. And then sit down and contemplate my next plan of action.
I am resentful.
I am a little bitter. And I need to work it out.
Yes, mother, I am angry. How could you have ever allowed yourself to be so naive?
On a different note, I want to befriend every person I make eye contact with, but I never know how to go about doing it. I want to know them, you, us, everyone, everywhere.
I need a teacher. I want to actively let people know how much they mean to me, to help them, to photograph them. I've been too distracted lately to focus on the things that make me feel whole. It's been months since the last time I developed anything that could potentially be considered a photo.
It's time to shower. And then sit down and contemplate my next plan of action.