fuck!
i am extremely depressed.
even though right now cody is making me happier than ever...
but i miss my friends.
i miss my dog.
and for some reason i decided to look back at old emails/livejournal post/myspace bullshit....
and i miss him...i wish we could have actually stayed friends....
i dont know why whenever im down i prefer to type it all out on live journal.
living in huntsville has been tight and all, dont get me wrong...
but for some reason i feel supremely down today....
god damn it!
i have an awesome boyfriend
killer friends
have wicked parties at my house
and yet....there is still something fucking missing!!!!
what the fuck is wrong with me?
i dont know what i am doing here.
even though right now cody is making me happier than ever...
but i miss my friends.
i miss my dog.
and for some reason i decided to look back at old emails/livejournal post/myspace bullshit....
and i miss him...i wish we could have actually stayed friends....
i dont know why whenever im down i prefer to type it all out on live journal.
living in huntsville has been tight and all, dont get me wrong...
but for some reason i feel supremely down today....
god damn it!
i have an awesome boyfriend
killer friends
have wicked parties at my house
and yet....there is still something fucking missing!!!!
what the fuck is wrong with me?
i dont know what i am doing here.