Aug 30, 2005 16:55
Horoscopes really freak me out* this is mine for this month
.*August*.
There is not much encouraging news for you during the month of August. For the most part, your needs seem to be sitting on the back burner while other people have their time in the sun. Relationships are reaching a climactic point and you are being forced to face the tough, cold, hard reality. Your bubble will burst this month, so be prepared for the shock. The more you are in denial of the truth, the harder the fall will be. Overall, hang in there, make the best of whatever comes your way, and trust that next month will be better.
*&* today, just like my horoscope said, my bubble popped...
I know the first time this happened with me*&*him i MIGHT could have prevented it if I didn't break up with him when i was so confused last year...
But this time i really don't know why this is happening again...I thought everything was fine,I thought he really wanted to be with me this time,i thought we were gonna get back together *&* he wasn't gonna lie to me anymore *&* we were just gonna be happy...that's all i really want is to be happy *&* have someone that really cares about me..is that really so much to ask??
I just wish he'd be honest with me *&* stop telling me everything he thinks I want to hear, because what i really want to hear is the truth!
*I`d rather know the truth *&* hurt than be oblivious *&* happy*
I hated today SO much, I started cyin in gym *&* Mrs. Rife let me go in here office *&* calm down. She gave me a long lecture about boys *&* told me some stories, i love that woman...lol
But the saddest thing about all of this is that i still wanna be with him...
But that's enough complaining, I know noone cares I just had to get it all off my chest...