Dec 03, 2006 15:07
Now, that I am in the last chapter of life as I know it, the world seems to be quickly tumbling down through a black hole. Although, I am quite excited to finally be out of this god forsaken town, not knowing where I'll be headed is quite stressful. If I have no plan, why should I make a plan. Why don't I just save some money, pack up my car, and then start a whole new journey, a whole new me, and a completely different book in my trilogy(that will be completed before I die). I don't feel as if I'd be happy in school come next fall, or at least not a normal school. My surroundings must be over the top and challenging. I see myself traveling the world and changing myself before I jump on the bandwagon to save the world.
I'm not like other people. The small things do not make me smile. Deep thoughts and stress constantly penetrate my mind, that is no where near being fully developed. In my future I see promising outcomes, but only if I choose the correct intial path.
I bring you my life goals:
1. To become truly happy.
2. To become a successful young women.
3. To have life goals and aspirations completed.
4. To either A.) start a buisness or B.) become highly ranked in an organization.
5. To gain confidence.
6. To become fit.
7. To get something published, whether it be art or literature.
8. Find a religion or something of that nature, that I can depend on or at least look up to.
9. To avoid the failures.
10. To make overall good choices.
11. To not get impreganated before I am ready.
12. To marry before children come.
13. My whole family will have mohawks.
14. Keep in touch with people I want to keep in touch with.
15. Stand for what I believe in.
16. To help those in dire need.
17. To move out of Florida.
18. To get the education I need.
19. To have morals.
20. To tell people how I feel when I feel it.