What a day, What a week.....
Wow this week is just totally over and I am so glad. I just had a really crappy day. I mean after finding out about my uncle and the whole brain tumor thing which he has three of my whole day was sort of shot. Everyone was just all what's wrong what's wrong. It was just not a good day ya know. So after practice which I found out today that I am for sure going to that stupid meet tomorrow which makes me so fricken mad. Were leaving here at like 6 in the morning. That's way too crazy for me. So after practice and my shower I thought well since I'm so depressed already I'll go tanning. Which this is kind of dumb cause here I am finding out that my uncle is about to die from cancer and I'm going to go tanning. Yes, once again I just don't understand what I was thinking. So I went tanning which actually helped a little cause it was just so fricken relaxing. Gosh I love doing that. I swear tanning is an addiction and there should be treatment for it somewhere. But anyways. I decided to go to the mall. Yes I know its the dumbest thing ever that I haven't been to the mall since before Kyle and I broke up. I guess that I'm just retarded like that. It's not that I haven't wanted to go cause I have I just haven't gone ya know. I didn't even go to get my prom jewelry... my mom went and got it for me. That's what I call sad. So I went downtown. Saw Holly and Shawn while I was walking in. I didn't even really enjoy the mall.... or stop to look at anything.... just went straight to Victoria's Secret and stayed in there. That was fun though. I got this totally cute lime green bra. It's way way cute... and I got some super cute new thongs. Which was kind of pointless because I have so many already and I have lots that even still have the tags on them. So now I don't know if I'll keep the ones that I just bought but there so fricken cute. Then I just left I didn't go anywhere's else. How pathetic right? I don't know I really just haven't had a good reason to go to the mall... I'm sorry. And I didn't really feel any better after I went today either... I actually kind of felt worse but whatever.
Why are some people so stupid? Like they're just stupid. I mean okay if your online and your talking to someone and you don't want to just tell them. Don't fricken like talk to them the all of a sudden "sign off" but they get from other sources that you're still online. Hello not everyone is stupid. Why do people do that? Like seriously if you don't want to talk to someone just fricken tell them. They wouldn't care seriously. I mean okay if your doing homework or something cool. But then your not talking to anyone. But like if you do it just cause your rude then whatever.
So yea I'm just having a bad day I guess. I'm thinking of going out to Aumsville tonight to my Aunt's cause I love it at her house. But then if I went out there I wouldn't get to bed till like 2 and I have to be at McKay by like 5:30 so I would have to leave there at 5 and drive back in well more like 5:15 but it takes more time coming from Cordon road cause I don't know its weird. But I would have to get up early and I wouldn't get enough sleep so maybe I will just go out there Saturday night. Hum... I don't know yet....
Why are some people so stupid? Like they're just stupid. I mean okay if your online and your talking to someone and you don't want to just tell them. Don't fricken like talk to them the all of a sudden "sign off" but they get from other sources that you're still online. Hello not everyone is stupid. Why do people do that? Like seriously if you don't want to talk to someone just fricken tell them. They wouldn't care seriously. I mean okay if your doing homework or something cool. But then your not talking to anyone. But like if you do it just cause your rude then whatever.
So yea I'm just having a bad day I guess. I'm thinking of going out to Aumsville tonight to my Aunt's cause I love it at her house. But then if I went out there I wouldn't get to bed till like 2 and I have to be at McKay by like 5:30 so I would have to leave there at 5 and drive back in well more like 5:15 but it takes more time coming from Cordon road cause I don't know its weird. But I would have to get up early and I wouldn't get enough sleep so maybe I will just go out there Saturday night. Hum... I don't know yet....