depressed?? let me know...
today was very upsetting.
we had an announcement for a moment of silence.
this freshman guy committed suicide on monday feb 14th.
someone i knew was friends with him..she was crying..
i felt so bad..and someone said "i dont know him,
why do i gotta be silent" it pisst me off.
i was like you know what fucker..if it was your friend..
you wouldnt be saying that!.
second period went by soooo slow!!!
i even slept in her class and it still was 30 till.
i was going to go nuts but then i started to converse haha.
after the whole story about the kid i was sad..
i really didnt have a good day all day.
it was like i lost someone i knew..though i didnt.
sometimes i wish people would just tell you how they feel.
i mean i dont know him..but my teacher thought he was a good kid.
she didnt see anything to be different or that he wanted to do that.
so i guess its just something that no one could have stopped.
when something like this happens i always think about my friends.
i would fucking die if any of them killed themselves.
i mean they mean the world to me..id do anything for them.
sometimes im a bitch but i love my friends no matter what.
please if you feel like shit..talk to me..
anyone someone please.. =/
i really want you to hold on..
i mean i hate life too but i just dont want to die.
i would never want to know you died so please say something.
you will be deeply missed.
to michael..youll be forever missed.
you werent my friend but you meant the world to your parents.
you were a great friend and student to palm bay high school.
the staff and students will never forget you.
-in our memories forever- 2005.
xoxo <333
i love my friends deeply.
we had an announcement for a moment of silence.
this freshman guy committed suicide on monday feb 14th.
someone i knew was friends with him..she was crying..
i felt so bad..and someone said "i dont know him,
why do i gotta be silent" it pisst me off.
i was like you know what fucker..if it was your friend..
you wouldnt be saying that!.
second period went by soooo slow!!!
i even slept in her class and it still was 30 till.
i was going to go nuts but then i started to converse haha.
after the whole story about the kid i was sad..
i really didnt have a good day all day.
it was like i lost someone i knew..though i didnt.
sometimes i wish people would just tell you how they feel.
i mean i dont know him..but my teacher thought he was a good kid.
she didnt see anything to be different or that he wanted to do that.
so i guess its just something that no one could have stopped.
when something like this happens i always think about my friends.
i would fucking die if any of them killed themselves.
i mean they mean the world to me..id do anything for them.
sometimes im a bitch but i love my friends no matter what.
please if you feel like shit..talk to me..
anyone someone please.. =/
i really want you to hold on..
i mean i hate life too but i just dont want to die.
i would never want to know you died so please say something.
you will be deeply missed.
to michael..youll be forever missed.
you werent my friend but you meant the world to your parents.
you were a great friend and student to palm bay high school.
the staff and students will never forget you.
-in our memories forever- 2005.
xoxo <333
i love my friends deeply.