Nov 20, 2006 10:58
so, i haven't updated this thing in a while.
A lot has happened since I last did.
Let's see..
I got accepted to Sam Houston
I applied to Stephen F Austin and TAMUK
I really want SFA though
School is good
I hate Del Mar Labs
I really like economics
Some of the ring leaders in that class though are VERY power hungry
It really upsets me
Oh well, no biggie
I think I may have found a really great new friend in Raul
Friday after we worked the concession stand we stood out in the parking lot for like an hour or more just talking
I loved it
We have so much in common, i never knew it
Hmmmm... what else?
Oh yeah, the last time I posted in this thing I was still crazy over Ray
Not so much anymore though
Hethinks I cheated on him with Will
How stoooooooooooooooopid is that?
So, I'm doing myself good, I'm walking away from him
I deserve better than someone who doubts me
I deserve better than someone who doubts my love for them
I've met a new boy
His name is Ryan
We've been dating for like a month and a half
He finally asked me to be his girlfriend last week
It feels good
I really like him
i want this to be successful
As in more than two weeks
I guess in a sense we've already passed that mark
He's so caring too
When I found out about Ray thinking I cheated on him I cried
I was so sad and Ryan asked what was wrong
I told him
He said that if I felt i should work things out with Ray then he didn't want to stand in my way
I told him that having a relationship with someone who doubts you is impossible
So, we moved on, together
He calls me 'beautiful'
Can you believe that 'beautiful' is MY pet name????
It's so weird
I've never thought as myself as 'beautiful'
I've thought pretty, but never beautiful
His mom likes me
We went to the lake this weekend with his family, it was really nice
Now I'm just rambling
Thanksgiving is coming up
Our house will be jam packed
I can't wait, but at the same time I'm kind of jealous of AJ
He's having a nice quiet dinner with his mom
That sounds really nice
Maybe it's just me though
Anywho, how is everyone out there?
Over and out
Jessica