Oct 29, 2015 09:13
I am so grateful that I met someone like him and made it out relatively unscathed. I colitis hasnt calmed down since I met him. So this marks 1 year of active inflammation. I am slowly recovering. I really was terrible to my body while dating jason. Great thing is without his influence I havent used. Nor thought about it for that matter. I learned that I can not let people t hat I care about influence me in such negative ways. If they are, then they do not deserve to bw in my life. No more negativity.
I will not be manipulated in that way. Never again.
Thank god I reached shelli in time. Thank you shelli
Jason was like every since you started talking to shelli.. blah blah. That was him losing his grip on me and he couldnt handle it. That was the moat abusive relationship I have ever been in. It was constant mental warfar and trying to make a unhappy person happy. Its so hard being an empath.
Narcissists, borderlines are drawn to empaths. Olivia, always stick to your gut. Because you are always right when it comes to that gut feeling. The only time I didnt listen to it was when I was involved with jason... look where I almost ended. They man breaks ppl.down in ways I have never seen. I wonder is jessica is still married? Bc I know jason would come between them