and here we go again...
I'm so weired out by the akward silence that has now fallen over my house. I want to talk but I'll feel like someone will be obligated to answer, and that would just freak me out, wouldn't that freak you out? But then again alot of stuff that really isn't a big deal freaks me out, I bet your the same...yah, you are. The only thing about school that I'm personally looking foward to is the bus just because on the bus your not obligated to do anything, in fact by doing nothing you're fulfilling your role on the bus. But fuck I have to get off...I really don't want to , sometimes I want to ask if she can turn around and just drive back. Or I'd be content just driving around. This year has been alot of driving around, nonetheless it has gone swell though, I've discovered alot of new things, even if there tiny, there helping by just making shit more interesting. Actually alot of new thoughts, outbursts, actions, and things, have spiced up very many situations I have found myself in latley. My bum feels like a snowmans face after he has just dijested fruitloops on cold day, NUMB. Thus this big rectangular fluffy thing with pillows and sheets has broken the silence and is now calling my name...let's go...yah you!