aaaaahH!!!

Mar 12, 2008 10:57

i'm so sick right now! why today! on the most important day of my life!
there's the show! and i'm stressed because there's so much to attend to, i have made extensive plans and if i forget one thing today it will be disastrous..
i have no idea if people are going to come,
i have no idea if we are going to play well. but i'm sure that sucky or not, we'll rock the pants off everyone there..
either way my voice is shot i have bronchitis or something.. smoking too much to calm my nerves..

ah fuck.. and there's more to it but there's nothing i can do about that.. i should just relax and see the good of all this.. i'm excited, but that always comes with nerves.. i'll get better as the day goes on i'm sure.. yes..

as long as i don't get too drunk tonight things will go smoothly..
but its so hard when you go on last to keep from slamming beers.. it's nerve racking.. waiting and watching until the moment when you must show yr cards.. but usually i can channel that energy on stage into something positive and inspiring..
cross your fingers friends
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