I really hope you don't kill yourself pauly. my uncle Con (whom I lived with at his farm last summer) killed himself a couple weeks ago, and it really really sucks when someone close does that.
there is much chaos along the path of life, and in this chaos there is beauty and horror. i get by 'cause i just barely manage to hold on thru the horror. so long as you can do that, you can trip out on the beauty when it returns and it makes it all worthwhile, pretty much.
you should come to peru with me. we could ride the chaotic waves of madness in the andes and amazon drinking ayahuasca and take back the world... .
well why not? if what you're doing now ain't working, do something else. take a chance, go out on a limb, search for your treasure, run away, immerse yourself in a completely different world. Or, keep doing the same thing.
and don't think of it as 'moving to peru', think of it as going to peru with absolutely no expectations or plans of what you'll do next. just an open mind. I kind of half expect to die there, but that's just part of the deal, one possible outcome, and what better place to die anyway?;)
whichever you choose, may god's breath tickle your anus, and i'm always around, somewhere, if you wanna talk.
Andy's lettin' out a whole pack o' truth to ya, big cat! You need to get the eff outta Montreal and hit up some warmth and craziness with a really really good hipcat.
there is much chaos along the path of life, and in this chaos there is beauty and horror. i get by 'cause i just barely manage to hold on thru the horror. so long as you can do that, you can trip out on the beauty when it returns and it makes it all worthwhile, pretty much.
you should come to peru with me. we could ride the chaotic waves of madness in the andes and amazon drinking ayahuasca and take back the world... .
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and don't think of it as 'moving to peru', think of it as going to peru with absolutely no expectations or plans of what you'll do next. just an open mind. I kind of half expect to die there, but that's just part of the deal, one possible outcome, and what better place to die anyway?;)
whichever you choose, may god's breath tickle your anus, and i'm always around, somewhere, if you wanna talk.
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we'll talk before you leave right?
where can i call ya?
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