Oct 15, 2006 06:41
thinking you're going to die, or wanting to die?
at your own mercy are you?
no quarter!@!
sometimes i wish i had been born a peasant.. a slave even.. i hate choices, and i hate aptitude..
"yeah, paul, you could really do something great with your life if you just applied yourself! maybe you'd enjoy it.. maybe you'd find something that would be really rewarding.. you could just slide right into that ***24 hr work week/ 70k/year/ full benefits/ the stress of this job won't lead to mental illness or cancer/ i know what i'm doing for a living is actually benefitting someone** kind of career... you're fully qualified!"
ever feel like drinking yourself into submission is the best you can do?
i'm very sick...