i'm so tired, stressed, and unhappy.. but not fully..
i'm happy and excited by turns..
rotating emotional schedule..
tour coming up.. 8 shows in ontario for those who live in ontario..
check out the tour dates on
the get sets myspace page.. oooh! we also finish recording our cd tonight.. (five songs, fairly good quality) and we're pumping out copies for the next week.. i'll post a link to the mp3s when it's mixed ...
i made a design for a button, and we're also silkscreening t-shirts for the tour.. fun fun fun!!!!
ooh baby i'm stoked about that.. nervous about playing other cities.. man will they hate us! we play the exact opposite of what's popular right now..
man.. i hate the way i love girls.. i hate the way i think they are so great, and that they will make me feel better, and all that, cuz it's WRONG.
i wish i had some serious friends..
male friends that don't make me think unclean thoughts..
why are guys so hard to talk to though? some unspoken rule i guess that we have to be primitive, unfeeling, detatched, and invincible.. at least in front of other guys..
there have been times when i've had good guy friends that were easy to talk to, and talked easily ... but they always seem to disappear after a while..
i need to find a new place to live, and a whole lot of money in the next month or i'm in trouble. i'm sick of this neighbourhood, sick of the drama that surrounds a close knit social group, sick of pretending i don't speak french, sick of pollution and car noises, sick of being inches away from a watering hole with 2$ beers, sick of seeing the same goddamn shit every fucking day..
it's a good thing i'm leaving town in two weeks.. man 10 days SOMEWHERE ELSE!!!
HOLY FUCK..
well.. ranting is good for the soul, but annoying for the reader..
adieu