slowly wearing off the shakes

[olive]

i didn't drink last night, but i woke up from a terrible dream bawling and alone. i've never felt so depressed. It's leaking into today.. i spent a long time writing in my journal thismorning with coffee and cigarettes and it seemed to relieve the pressure, and i made a list of what is good and what is bad. i got to 11 things bad, and 5 things good. in my life. I think i have got to figure out a way to get this list balanced out or i'm going to flip out. The list will be a major part of my journal for a while. i'll re-evaluate each day. my new album is finished and ready to be mailed out to those who wanna send me a fiver. i'm serious when i say that it's the best work i've ever done, and five dollars is a major deal. please someone show interest. here's the last track on the cd for you to check out, and it's definitely the most interesting and well produced song i've ever done.

Feelin Fine

the track list of the cd and a few other things are up on my website for your viewing pleasure. Honestly, check this shit out.

out.