i'm a terrible quitter
i can't quit smoking to save my life.. i'm an idiot.. i can't quit drinking either.. why am i so stupid?
i'm going straight to hell.
in other news., i got some sweet kisses from a lovely girl last night... i've been trying to woo her for a month and a half now and last night things got really intense really quickly.. it was wierd, shocking, but good. i loved it. i am really not sure how i feel about it now.. except that it was very nice and i feel kind of bolstered by it..
the thought of possibly being committed to somebody now is very uncomfortable.. what the hell is that!?
i like her..
in more different news, i'm playing a show with shira this friday at a tiny french cafe and we're about to get together to rehearse.. i'm extremely fucking excited to jam again, and to have something to work towards.. finally i'm getting my shit together.. i hope this leads to a lot more shows and a lot more rehearsals, and i hope i can get a real band to form out of this soon. i have a couple drummers on the waiting list so it shouldn't be long... i should call aidan back.. i haven't talked with him since we broke up last year.. i'll do that today.
yeah
i'm going straight to hell.
in other news., i got some sweet kisses from a lovely girl last night... i've been trying to woo her for a month and a half now and last night things got really intense really quickly.. it was wierd, shocking, but good. i loved it. i am really not sure how i feel about it now.. except that it was very nice and i feel kind of bolstered by it..
the thought of possibly being committed to somebody now is very uncomfortable.. what the hell is that!?
i like her..
in more different news, i'm playing a show with shira this friday at a tiny french cafe and we're about to get together to rehearse.. i'm extremely fucking excited to jam again, and to have something to work towards.. finally i'm getting my shit together.. i hope this leads to a lot more shows and a lot more rehearsals, and i hope i can get a real band to form out of this soon. i have a couple drummers on the waiting list so it shouldn't be long... i should call aidan back.. i haven't talked with him since we broke up last year.. i'll do that today.
yeah