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I haven't updated this thing in sooooo long. Okay stream of conciousness ... random thoughts, go!
-My brother Caleb still lives with me. Its been six months. I am trying to do the right thing by helping him. I can tell that I have had an effect on how he thinks and acts, so thats something anyway. I am greatful we've gotten to connect on a deeper level and get to know each other, But it does suck and I am ready to have my house back.
-I've talked to lots of girls ... went out for drinks with a nice black girl, that didn't pan out ... talked to some other ladies ... but they have all been too young, too old, too married, too messed up, or too not interested in me. Though, recently met a nice girl at a friend's mom's 50th bday party. Her name is Heather, she is nice, smart, likes to sing, is going to school to be a teacher ... so yeah, we shall see what happens with that.
-I have been working out a lot, getting in shape, but actually haven't gained any weight. Oh well, been lifting lots of weights and going for bike rides. Makes me feel good.
-Making more music as the BSP ... new 3rd member, Phil. Good stuff. Freeport is horrendously depressing though. Makes me appreciate my new home town so much.
-I've watched lots of movies this summer, Inglorious Bastards was phenomenal, so was Watchmen that was way earlier this year though ... beat RE 5 ... going to be starting Batman Arkhum Asylum this week.
-Work is going very very well for me and I am very greatful for it. I have so many good friends, I enjoy coming into work evey day, its truly my network of support around here, aside from Kim and Lee. My territory is doing great, the stimulu money sure helps.
-There have been a lot of people geting very ill at work. Also a lot of women going through divorces, where the husband cheated on them when they had kids and were pregnant. It blows my mind and makes me greatful that my split was pretty painless in comparison, and greatful just to be healthy happy young and single. Also, the Keeches, its really amazing htat they both immediately found someone and fell "in love" and with someone about 10 years younger. ... I don't know quite how to make sense of it, but I do know that I am so greatful that I didn't do the same, at least for me it wouldn't have been right at all and wouldn't have helped me to grow, mature and advance my life as a person instead of a co-dependant entity.
... what else? Hmm ... i guess thats all I've got for the moment.
-My brother Caleb still lives with me. Its been six months. I am trying to do the right thing by helping him. I can tell that I have had an effect on how he thinks and acts, so thats something anyway. I am greatful we've gotten to connect on a deeper level and get to know each other, But it does suck and I am ready to have my house back.
-I've talked to lots of girls ... went out for drinks with a nice black girl, that didn't pan out ... talked to some other ladies ... but they have all been too young, too old, too married, too messed up, or too not interested in me. Though, recently met a nice girl at a friend's mom's 50th bday party. Her name is Heather, she is nice, smart, likes to sing, is going to school to be a teacher ... so yeah, we shall see what happens with that.
-I have been working out a lot, getting in shape, but actually haven't gained any weight. Oh well, been lifting lots of weights and going for bike rides. Makes me feel good.
-Making more music as the BSP ... new 3rd member, Phil. Good stuff. Freeport is horrendously depressing though. Makes me appreciate my new home town so much.
-I've watched lots of movies this summer, Inglorious Bastards was phenomenal, so was Watchmen that was way earlier this year though ... beat RE 5 ... going to be starting Batman Arkhum Asylum this week.
-Work is going very very well for me and I am very greatful for it. I have so many good friends, I enjoy coming into work evey day, its truly my network of support around here, aside from Kim and Lee. My territory is doing great, the stimulu money sure helps.
-There have been a lot of people geting very ill at work. Also a lot of women going through divorces, where the husband cheated on them when they had kids and were pregnant. It blows my mind and makes me greatful that my split was pretty painless in comparison, and greatful just to be healthy happy young and single. Also, the Keeches, its really amazing htat they both immediately found someone and fell "in love" and with someone about 10 years younger. ... I don't know quite how to make sense of it, but I do know that I am so greatful that I didn't do the same, at least for me it wouldn't have been right at all and wouldn't have helped me to grow, mature and advance my life as a person instead of a co-dependant entity.
... what else? Hmm ... i guess thats all I've got for the moment.