And now a rebuttal from the other side of my brain.
After re-reading my last blog, I thought that I would make a counter point to myself. Welcome to my head. My brain arguing with itself. Yep, I'm a little crazy.
So, Jordan, :p ...
What's yo' problem!? You are doing SO well! You made it! Let go of all that self doubt and second guessing yourself. You've worn that suit for so many years, it doesn't fit you anymore. You have SO many things to offer to any woman out there.
You are great with kids and would like some of your own. You are smart ... relatively. You make more money than many college graduates. You have your own beautiful house. You cook and clean and sing and write songs. You took a bunch of great qualities from all the good people you've had in your life. Mainly from Mom ... you are kind, and giving and patient (oh, lord almighty, am I ever patient ... put up with some major bullshit from that last one ... but I digress).
Focus on yourself, your life, your home, your music. Focus on YOU.
Wait around until a woman comes along who CANNOT GET ENOUGH OF YOU. Who is willing to go put herself out on the line and go the extra mile for you, because you are worth it. You deserve it. Don't settle, and don't be co-dependant.
Furthermore, as far as Ms. Magdelene and her boy. She is a great friend, and they have been a blessing to get to know. If it develops into something more, great, if not, you've still got yet another friend! You are already blessed with so many.
Ha, i'm positive. Suck it, world.
So, Jordan, :p ...
What's yo' problem!? You are doing SO well! You made it! Let go of all that self doubt and second guessing yourself. You've worn that suit for so many years, it doesn't fit you anymore. You have SO many things to offer to any woman out there.
You are great with kids and would like some of your own. You are smart ... relatively. You make more money than many college graduates. You have your own beautiful house. You cook and clean and sing and write songs. You took a bunch of great qualities from all the good people you've had in your life. Mainly from Mom ... you are kind, and giving and patient (oh, lord almighty, am I ever patient ... put up with some major bullshit from that last one ... but I digress).
Focus on yourself, your life, your home, your music. Focus on YOU.
Wait around until a woman comes along who CANNOT GET ENOUGH OF YOU. Who is willing to go put herself out on the line and go the extra mile for you, because you are worth it. You deserve it. Don't settle, and don't be co-dependant.
Furthermore, as far as Ms. Magdelene and her boy. She is a great friend, and they have been a blessing to get to know. If it develops into something more, great, if not, you've still got yet another friend! You are already blessed with so many.
Ha, i'm positive. Suck it, world.