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Well, as many of my posts over recent months should have clued you into ... Jenna and I are no longer together. As opposed to going into any details about it, I will simply say, despite what we both thought, we were not to meant to be. For a little bit more insight into that whole thing, your best bet is to listen the music i've been making recently at http://www.myspace.com/basementsoundproject
I have gone through all the phases of the post-break up/divorce over the last 6 months. Crying night after night. Trying to fix or salvage what was already gone. Acceptence. More crying. Anger and bitterness towards her. Then a serious weepathon. Finally, making peace, finding the reason for this particular puzzle piece. This fork in the road of my life.
I've been keeping busy and turning this into something positive by using this as an opportunity for self-examination and self-improvement and doing things that I wouldn't have done had I continued down the path with her that I was on. I have been working out 3 times a week, making the best music i've ever made (pain spawns the best music). I've been getting out and doing things with friends. And although I hated it at first, i've come to really enjoy living by myself.
I will be staying here in Wisconsin Rapids for the forseeable future, as the house kinda keeps me here (if we had just turned around and sold it we'd both have several thousand dollars in debt). So, i'm staying here, making payments and evnetually i'll sell it and at least just break even...maybe make a profit. But i'm not thinking that far ahead right now. I'm just taking things one day at a time, and enjoying life right now.
I've been spending a lot of time recently with a girl from work. (I'll give you a hint, her name is the name of the one of the old songs Know Tomorrow used to play). She is very cool and a breath of fresh air for me. The guys she's been with have put her through hell, so she really appreciated a "nice guy" like myself. She is also mature (partially because she has a 2 year old boy). So anyway, we are currently just friends and taking things nice and slow given what she's been through and what i've just been through.
So thats my life in a nutshell right now. Happy Sunday everyone.
I have gone through all the phases of the post-break up/divorce over the last 6 months. Crying night after night. Trying to fix or salvage what was already gone. Acceptence. More crying. Anger and bitterness towards her. Then a serious weepathon. Finally, making peace, finding the reason for this particular puzzle piece. This fork in the road of my life.
I've been keeping busy and turning this into something positive by using this as an opportunity for self-examination and self-improvement and doing things that I wouldn't have done had I continued down the path with her that I was on. I have been working out 3 times a week, making the best music i've ever made (pain spawns the best music). I've been getting out and doing things with friends. And although I hated it at first, i've come to really enjoy living by myself.
I will be staying here in Wisconsin Rapids for the forseeable future, as the house kinda keeps me here (if we had just turned around and sold it we'd both have several thousand dollars in debt). So, i'm staying here, making payments and evnetually i'll sell it and at least just break even...maybe make a profit. But i'm not thinking that far ahead right now. I'm just taking things one day at a time, and enjoying life right now.
I've been spending a lot of time recently with a girl from work. (I'll give you a hint, her name is the name of the one of the old songs Know Tomorrow used to play). She is very cool and a breath of fresh air for me. The guys she's been with have put her through hell, so she really appreciated a "nice guy" like myself. She is also mature (partially because she has a 2 year old boy). So anyway, we are currently just friends and taking things nice and slow given what she's been through and what i've just been through.
So thats my life in a nutshell right now. Happy Sunday everyone.