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[olieflatts]

Have you ever made plans to do somthing? You look forward to it, to just hanging out with your friends having a good time. Then as the nights come and go and the day gets closer you start to think, What if? What if I'm not as funny this time? What if she wonders what she invited me for? So now not only do you have the pressure of the night itself

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[holly_megan]

Not to be a bit of a downer to disagree with you...but no, I don't think I've ever really felt like that. For the most part, I know that people want to spend time with me because they actually like who I am, and I don't have to put on a show to keep them entertained. That being said, I absolutely felt that way the first date or two with Aaron. I thought that after all the build up and what have you between us, and the build up to the point where we actually went OUT, yeah, I thought I was going to be a disappointment, that I wouldn't live up to all the hype and build up.

But other then the severe self-doubt at the beginning with Aaron...never, haha.

[olieflatts]

I was not talking about putting on a "show" i have never dont that nor will i ever i am who i am, you dont like it then fuck you. i was talking about second guessing yourself infront of someone who you want to impress and theirin not acting like yourself because you are to worried about acting like yourself

[holly_megan]

Ah, well, it came out as putting on a show. Quit your ranting before you really get into it. I don't know if I've ever not acted like myself because I was second guessing myself. Maybe I've made an effort to be funnier then I really am (not very for the record) and whenever I do that, I'm pretty sure I just come off as weird. How I have friends and a boyfriend I honestly don't know somedays.

[4shaw]

just be yourself man. And for the record, you do try and put on a show sometimes and you've admitted it to me; Remember when you explained to me that Ollie Flats is an'amped up version' of you?
You're a great guy when you're just being yourself. Just don't try to do to much or you're going to find yourself asking where things went wrong. Loosen up and take things as they come. Good luck

[olieflatts]

Ollie Isint really an amped up version hes more of a durnked up version I've never claimed to be ollie while sober