Two Days
In two days, I start a new chapter of my life at Cornell. Transferring out of GW was perhaps one of the hardest things I had ever decided to do. I've already heard from 3 of my old friends - they called to wish me luck, and let me know they are there for me if I ever need anything. It was bittersweet to chat with Paul and laugh about all the crazy things we used to pull off in Pelham and all over DC. I'll miss it, a lot. Although I'm getting cold feet (like crazy) as I'm about to challenge myself to a new degree, I realize that it's a step in the right direction for me. Hopefully, it will make me a better, stronger more capable person. Hopefully, I can make it there without nervous breakdowns. But sometimes I feel like I'm alone yet again. *sigh* I know it's silly, because I know a few people there, but it's still a weird stage for me. Starting all over, again. I just want to get these last few days over with.