Sep 03, 2005 16:20
hmmmm.... what to say what to saaaaaaaaaaay ... :( aw hunnny i love you sooo soo much please dont ever do that again you butthead! :| i swear you scared me half to death ... anyways ...
yeah whats been going on lately ... hmm ..well i found something ... just something .. ngeh i feel like i've been a total ass lately .. gahhh *sigh .. i dunno why im like this i dunno why im so damn selfish im soorrry .. i really am... moving along ..
so yesterday my darling had her surprise debut eeeeee yay hunnny >_< alll your hard work paid off sweetheart im happy you had it you deserved it ! muah ! .. aww im soo sooo soorry i couldnt be there i wish i could've beeen there baby.. but i guess no body seems to tellme anything nowadays *sigh.. i feel so sad i wish i could've been there hunny you dont know how much i really really wanted to be there.. if only somebody had told me earlier or something you know... gahhh ... :( im so sad .. i mean like i wanted to be there i wanted to be your escort i was supposed to be... i wanted to be the one to dance with not some other guy! :@ ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh just the thought of that got me so angry it really did .. gaahh.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh a big f'n *sigh...i know cant do anything about it anymore i mean its done :( ahh.. i guess nobody wanted me to be part of the surprise well except for my wifey and i guess some of her friends but still why why why wasnt i part of it *sigh.. and i wanted to propose to you....:( i guess ill do it another way >_<...aii yi yi i think i said too much i should stop now...anyways ... gahh so sorrry about that just needed to get that out ... besides all my anger ... im glad and happy that all your hard work with everything for your debut darling paid off >_< :) im happy that they made it all happen im sorry i couldnt be there i wish that i was i wish i could turn back time but i cant :( awww i love you soo much hunny sorry about getting all mad but i mean ..ahh.. nvm its okay well moving along ..........yesterday night darling you scared me half to death oh my goodness baby you said you wouldnt gahhhhhhhhhhh :| awww hunnny never ever do that again please ... sigh .. iloveyou always and forever endlessly and eternally fo eva eva fo eva eva .. muah .. hmph ... well thats yester nights news...
hmmm.. soo today what am i doing nothing at the moment just infront of the computer updating this hmm.. woke up because my baby had called me well i woke up because my alarm clock went off and i noticed that my phone line was unhoooked :@ :| grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr then i went to hook it back up and then my baby called sorrry darling its not my fault >_< :( gahhh i mishu baby .. well as of now im waiting for my wifey to get back home hunny where are you !? i misss you sooo much aww man hmm.. i love you ahhh i cant wait any longer ... im going psycho....:S @_@ *sigh .. aww sorry that i went offline gahhh f'n brother wanted to go on hmm.. well i guesss ill be waiting for your call baby love you misss hope you're being careful tell jen jen i love her so much and that i miss her so much muah miss you darling talk to you ..yeah i guess when you call heheh hmmph..... pce