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i don't know what to do with myself. i really don't.
As if the social aspects of this college aren't deterring enough, it looks as if i won't be able to take beginer classes i need for my area of concentration. which in turn fucks up everything even more.
due to my lack of sleeping and malnutrition i almost can't tell i'm sad anymore. the downfall: i'm shaking.
so as a quick fix to all of this and so that i can relax a bit, i'm rereading all of shoebox project. it makes me happy and i'm already on the fourth chapter.
sorry to be such a downer with these posts. i just honestly don't think i'm in a good place right now.
As if the social aspects of this college aren't deterring enough, it looks as if i won't be able to take beginer classes i need for my area of concentration. which in turn fucks up everything even more.
due to my lack of sleeping and malnutrition i almost can't tell i'm sad anymore. the downfall: i'm shaking.
so as a quick fix to all of this and so that i can relax a bit, i'm rereading all of shoebox project. it makes me happy and i'm already on the fourth chapter.
sorry to be such a downer with these posts. i just honestly don't think i'm in a good place right now.