it's just another day
i feel really "out of the loop". this is simply because i am.
school ate me. so what have i been doing? school. nothing, planning, and that damn boy. but i miss the change who is constant, keeping me sane from day to day.
i get nauseous from all the repetition. and making time for things i don't care for.
but it'll be over. i can do this. i can do this? a month and a half and i'll be back in the ring. coincidentally, so will my best girl. hot hot hot.
i'm doing all these things to further myself. to move onward and upward. the problem is the lack of instant gratification. sometimes i feel like i'm moving in the completly wrong direction. direction is a foriegn thing to me. something i've really had to work to get accustom to.
i have a feeling most of my friends have given up on me. i don't blame them, i'm always busy with some bullshit. i just wanna be out. in the world. and not have to look through those plate glass windows that separate me from where i want to be. but it will come. the window will open just as the walls close in.
And I Have Every Intention Of Jumping Out Of It Lickidy-Split.
NOW: what's new?
not much. i got sick. getting better
phone crapped out...got a new one today. saw my girl leila.
SOOOOO Stoked on my brand new white high tops (old school) FOR FREE!
All i can dream of is a summer filled with drugs,dancing,slip and slides, day time, warm nights, bike rides, unconventional sex, and scantally clad gorgeous friends.
so here are some pictures...
3 of my favorite boys..jeff, matt, paul...
High as a kite with my man
goo goo muck tigers. teenage beasts.
Sticking it to the Man old school. paul, me, ben
last but not least,the best kind of nasty on the market: Shananananees neees!
Cheers!
school ate me. so what have i been doing? school. nothing, planning, and that damn boy. but i miss the change who is constant, keeping me sane from day to day.
i get nauseous from all the repetition. and making time for things i don't care for.
but it'll be over. i can do this. i can do this? a month and a half and i'll be back in the ring. coincidentally, so will my best girl. hot hot hot.
i'm doing all these things to further myself. to move onward and upward. the problem is the lack of instant gratification. sometimes i feel like i'm moving in the completly wrong direction. direction is a foriegn thing to me. something i've really had to work to get accustom to.
i have a feeling most of my friends have given up on me. i don't blame them, i'm always busy with some bullshit. i just wanna be out. in the world. and not have to look through those plate glass windows that separate me from where i want to be. but it will come. the window will open just as the walls close in.
And I Have Every Intention Of Jumping Out Of It Lickidy-Split.
NOW: what's new?
not much. i got sick. getting better
phone crapped out...got a new one today. saw my girl leila.
SOOOOO Stoked on my brand new white high tops (old school) FOR FREE!
All i can dream of is a summer filled with drugs,dancing,slip and slides, day time, warm nights, bike rides, unconventional sex, and scantally clad gorgeous friends.
so here are some pictures...
3 of my favorite boys..jeff, matt, paul...
High as a kite with my man
goo goo muck tigers. teenage beasts.
Sticking it to the Man old school. paul, me, ben
last but not least,the best kind of nasty on the market: Shananananees neees!
Cheers!