yo
its starting to set in that this year is slowly coming to a close... there are people that ill only see a few more times til i dont see them for months. there are relationships here that like i wont be able to have while im at home. as a person ive grown. part of me wants to stay here part of me wants to go home. like thinking about the fact that some people i know on campus like ive already seen them for the last time this semester and who knows maybe ever. its scary and sad. im not entirely sure how to like start packing up. im pretty much in denial. but i know i need to get crackin. i just wanna get my finals out of the way. man you would think after hundreds of years of college they would come up with a better way of doing this last week at school. its stressful, nerve-racking, and crazy. to have to pack, take finals, study, hang out with people, and like just get your life together its almost too much to handle at points. i mean geez. i cant get over that by this time next week i will have already been home, gotten settled in, hung out with kenny, and gone to great adventure with cait lol thats nuts!