HELLO
Just wanted to say to my friends that I'm sorry that I haven't been around much. As you know DW/LJ hasn't always been a pleasant place for me so I took a long ass vacation. I'm going to come back, but not nearly as much as I had been before. I'm going to keep my crowd small because so far, it seems to be better that way. (NO DRAMA)
I'm sorry that I haven't posted or commented as often as I used to. I will again,eventually. I want you to know that the changes I'm makig are all around good even if they don't seem as such. I'm way happier than I was before and with the progress I've made I'll be able to create deeper connections and not choose people who are going to hurt me or twist reality to suit their agendas.
Those types, the poor choice types, led me into a frame of mind that played on my weaknesses and drove me to display them in a way that I am not proud of. However, I am thankful for the experiences as they taught me lessons I would not have learned otherwise. So, thank you to all of you assholes who fucked me over. I got some good out of it. I'm just sorry that I lost a lot of good people, too.
Anyway, I wanted to say thank you to my friends for sticking by me. I truly appreciate it. I'm finally understanding that you are my friends. It was hard to tell before because I was surrounding myself with a lot of fakes and dishonest people. It made it hard to see you because their voices were louder and it drowned out your sincerity. I aploogize for ever having doubted you. I really am. I wasted a lot of time not seeing you for who you are. I promise to do better now.
Thank you.
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I'm sorry that I haven't posted or commented as often as I used to. I will again,eventually. I want you to know that the changes I'm makig are all around good even if they don't seem as such. I'm way happier than I was before and with the progress I've made I'll be able to create deeper connections and not choose people who are going to hurt me or twist reality to suit their agendas.
Those types, the poor choice types, led me into a frame of mind that played on my weaknesses and drove me to display them in a way that I am not proud of. However, I am thankful for the experiences as they taught me lessons I would not have learned otherwise. So, thank you to all of you assholes who fucked me over. I got some good out of it. I'm just sorry that I lost a lot of good people, too.
Anyway, I wanted to say thank you to my friends for sticking by me. I truly appreciate it. I'm finally understanding that you are my friends. It was hard to tell before because I was surrounding myself with a lot of fakes and dishonest people. It made it hard to see you because their voices were louder and it drowned out your sincerity. I aploogize for ever having doubted you. I really am. I wasted a lot of time not seeing you for who you are. I promise to do better now.
Thank you.
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