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Oct 01, 2014 17:17

In my Birth Chart the 10th house holds Jupiter, and the 12th holds Saturn, but these are out of alignment with the sun in the 7th. Jupiter should be with Neptune in the 7th, and Saturn should be in the 1st house.

I think about this every day, though it is out of line with my beliefs. I don't know if this is obsessive compulsive or not. I think this is a control issue too.

This is the address for the 4 steps of working OCD issues out of your system.

I don't know if it works, but I was talking to my sponsor today about my problem with hanging on to things. I am a hoarder, have been to the point where it was just impossible to find anything or walk around. Got bedbugs now. Had 'em for a while.

Guilt: I feel like if I were a dependable person, I would be there for Joann. But maybe she doesn't want to hang with me. But she is lonely. l just feel guilty because I want to be alone and do what I want.
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