Jul 04, 2005 07:24
Well, i talked to Cory last ngiht... I didn't tell him what I read, but asked him the question that had been nagging me... I had been hoping that I heard him wrong... so I asked the inquiring question (as all questions tend to inguire):
Does he still like her?
No... As a friend yes... no more than a friend... not even a little... that's what he said.. he thinks she is pretty... but that is it... he loves me... always and forever...
How long will forever last?
A really long time.
I love him so much... he chose me... i'm so happy about that... no matter how many tears she sheds over him, or how many hearts she has around the smiley faces when she types his name, he loves me.
5 months and 1 day. In yo faces biatches.
as Will said it: Everyone else has been in multiple relationships... you guys have always ahd each other.
^___^ Will is a good friend... (so is Harry!) Yeah... oof... I should give will a cookie with blue frosting *yum*... eh... maybe not.. i want them >.<
How long will it last?... Forever he says... gosh I hope so... i will wait for him... i hope he waits for me... I'm pretty sure he will, but what if I'm not worth the wait in the end.
I will wait for him... but he will take is time... as usual.. and I don't care because I love him... no matter what anyone says.. no matter what I say... As Cory says, my opinion doesn't matter.. only his ^_~ If I think I'm ugly, screw that, it only matters if he thinks I'm ugly... If I am afraid he thinks other girls are pretty... it only matters if he think they are pretty... or prettier than me... which makes sense... My opinion does not matter in trivial things that bring my self-esteem down.. ho hum.. hard to explain...
Anywho... gosh I love him... I want to wait! I have to wait! I'm coming back to Maryland so her luck has run out. It's offcial. No more maybes! Even if I have to go to Calvert for the beggining of the school year that wont really matter since I would have had to go to Leanordtown if I still live with my Auntie dearest (so glad i don't).
Because I'm utterly paranoid, I had to ask a question.. a question that might cause him to slip up... I asked if we broke up would he go out with her... he said probably not... oof... i don't know what that means.. =( But we're not going to break up ^___^ that's all that matters.
'Yeah and you're gonna keep on crying b*tch' Heh...
qt val 915 (8:52:18 PM): unless she wants to keep crying, of course
qt val 915 (8:52:25 PM): then she'll be happy because she can
go Val! ^___^