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if it was too much to think that you liked me, im sorry. if it was too much to think that i could still have a chance, im sorry. but one thing that i wont apoligize for is trusting you. i gave you my heart. i gave you an entire year of my thoughts, my love, but you just rejected it. you didnt even appreciate it. you took it as a burden on your life. you wished that i didnt love you. but i wont apoligize for that. im not going to say it was ok that you just threw my heart away. im not going to say that it was ok for you to forget that maybe i have feelings. that maybe i have a heart that feels sad when its broken, a heart that feels mad when its ripped to pieces. maybe you dont. i dont know. but what i do know is that you couldn't care less about me. you couldn't care less about the fact that you broke my heart. you couldnt care less about the fact that i liked you and was sad when you didnt like me back. all you could think about was yourself. so do me a favor. dont try to fix what youve done. all youre going to do is make me feel worse. just leave me alone and let me fix my heart all by myself. you were the first person who i really liked. the first person who i gave my heart to. the first person who i truly thought could make my life better, make me happier. the first person who i thought might actually like me back. thats why i took that risk. thats why i told you how i felt. i had no idea that 6 months later, i would end up feeling like this. i had no idea that my life would feel pointless. no idea. i guess that what you wanted though, isnt it? i guess thats what you thought would end my feelings for you. i guess you got what you wanted. i knwo you'll never read this, but if you do, read it and do me a favor. really think about it. think about what you did to me. and let me be the last one you hurt like this.