ramblings
Well now I'm paranoid that I have skin cancer. I noticed this mole on my right shoulder that is a little raised and has some color around the edges. It's probably nothing, but as usual I am freaking out.
Part of me really wants to go home tomorrow and stay there. It's really turning into a pain in the ass, because I was going to work 11-8 tomorrow and then go home, but now I am wishing I just would have gone home today. Once again, everyone is gone for the weekend and I have nothing to do. :( I guess I still can leave today, and just skip out on work tomorrow, but I could REALLY use the extra money. My goal is to leave Bloomington this summer with $1000 in savings and if I keep skipping out on work that won't happen. I'm also annoyed because our 5th roommate, Marshall, is gone now, which means our rent is back to $400/month. This is problematic because: 1 - I have tentative plans to go visit Rosemary for a week or so during July, 2 - I have a feeling I will be spending more time at home or elsewhere in July than I will here, and 3 - I may just decide to move out early, therefore spending $400 on rent is pointless. Of course, that's all hypothetical but I have this feeling that the month of July is going to be absolutely crazy. I have a job interview in Valpo on Monday for another case manager position. I actually am finding myself hoping that I get this job, because I figure it won't be too bad, since Porter County is relatively low in crime...a lot of rich people live in Chesterton & Valpo so I probably wouldn't have a huge caseload. Also, it would be close enough to Chicago so I could visit Flounder a lot, and it would be close to my parents but not too close, and Lydia will be there sometimes...well, during xmas break and summer I guess...and my best friend growing up, Alicia, said that maybe we could live together in an apt. or at least live next door to each other...which would be ideal, in my opinion. Also, the cost of living probably wouldn't be too bad and there are enough things to do in that area to keep me busy. So I don't want to put all of my eggs in one basket, or however the saying goes, but I really hope I get this job. Then I wouldn't have to worry about it anymore. And if it sucks, well, I can just save up a shitload of $$ and move to Indy in a year or so. It just sucks because my car is on its last leg and I am scared to death to be making so many trips back and forth...I guess for my own peace of mind I'll write out a tentative schedule here for the next few weeks:
Sat, June 24 - I'm guessing I'll end up working 11-3 so I'll still get $15 in bonus, and then drive home
Sun, June 25 - Do whatever at home - talk to mom and dad and see if they think I need to see a dermatologist for this mole...considering I may or may not have insurance.
Mon, June 26 - Interview in Valpo at 3:30pm...maybe see Lydia
Tues, June 27 - *Hopefully* see a dermatologist, then hopefully make it back to Bloomington in time for work at 5:30.
Weds, June 28 - work
Thurs, June 29 - work
Fri, June 30 - work
Sat, July 1 - Holly & Tony's wedding, back home again to help mom move
Sun, July 2 - Help mom fix up the new house
Mon, July 3 - Do whatever at home
Tues, July 4 - LaPorte Parade maybe...who knows
And from there everything is up in the air...depending on how that interview goes I guess I'll just have to wait and see...but I also want to go out to DC and visit Rosemary...and I'll have to be back in Bloomington to pack up my apt and say goodbye to everyone...bah I just don't know...
Part of me really wants to go home tomorrow and stay there. It's really turning into a pain in the ass, because I was going to work 11-8 tomorrow and then go home, but now I am wishing I just would have gone home today. Once again, everyone is gone for the weekend and I have nothing to do. :( I guess I still can leave today, and just skip out on work tomorrow, but I could REALLY use the extra money. My goal is to leave Bloomington this summer with $1000 in savings and if I keep skipping out on work that won't happen. I'm also annoyed because our 5th roommate, Marshall, is gone now, which means our rent is back to $400/month. This is problematic because: 1 - I have tentative plans to go visit Rosemary for a week or so during July, 2 - I have a feeling I will be spending more time at home or elsewhere in July than I will here, and 3 - I may just decide to move out early, therefore spending $400 on rent is pointless. Of course, that's all hypothetical but I have this feeling that the month of July is going to be absolutely crazy. I have a job interview in Valpo on Monday for another case manager position. I actually am finding myself hoping that I get this job, because I figure it won't be too bad, since Porter County is relatively low in crime...a lot of rich people live in Chesterton & Valpo so I probably wouldn't have a huge caseload. Also, it would be close enough to Chicago so I could visit Flounder a lot, and it would be close to my parents but not too close, and Lydia will be there sometimes...well, during xmas break and summer I guess...and my best friend growing up, Alicia, said that maybe we could live together in an apt. or at least live next door to each other...which would be ideal, in my opinion. Also, the cost of living probably wouldn't be too bad and there are enough things to do in that area to keep me busy. So I don't want to put all of my eggs in one basket, or however the saying goes, but I really hope I get this job. Then I wouldn't have to worry about it anymore. And if it sucks, well, I can just save up a shitload of $$ and move to Indy in a year or so. It just sucks because my car is on its last leg and I am scared to death to be making so many trips back and forth...I guess for my own peace of mind I'll write out a tentative schedule here for the next few weeks:
Sat, June 24 - I'm guessing I'll end up working 11-3 so I'll still get $15 in bonus, and then drive home
Sun, June 25 - Do whatever at home - talk to mom and dad and see if they think I need to see a dermatologist for this mole...considering I may or may not have insurance.
Mon, June 26 - Interview in Valpo at 3:30pm...maybe see Lydia
Tues, June 27 - *Hopefully* see a dermatologist, then hopefully make it back to Bloomington in time for work at 5:30.
Weds, June 28 - work
Thurs, June 29 - work
Fri, June 30 - work
Sat, July 1 - Holly & Tony's wedding, back home again to help mom move
Sun, July 2 - Help mom fix up the new house
Mon, July 3 - Do whatever at home
Tues, July 4 - LaPorte Parade maybe...who knows
And from there everything is up in the air...depending on how that interview goes I guess I'll just have to wait and see...but I also want to go out to DC and visit Rosemary...and I'll have to be back in Bloomington to pack up my apt and say goodbye to everyone...bah I just don't know...