I may be on to something...
So I have been thinking about my love life lately, or lack thereof. I think what the problem is is that I get so intent on being with someone, regardless of whether or not the feeling is mutual, that I get so mad and so pissed off that for once in my life I can't get what I want, and it totally causes me to lose sight of everything else. Like now, for example. I have 2 guys practically lined up to date me, but I don't really want to give them much of a chance because I want to be with one person so badly, even though I *know* it will never happen. I'm too good for him anyway, yet I don't care because I want it so much. :( Although probably for the wrong reasons. UGH I just don't know. I have always been this way. I get so hung up on certain guys, then something happens and they run the other way, but I still want to be with them. Something needs to happen to break this cycle.