USPS
I love my new job. I'm stressing because I'm not living up to my expectations for myself. They keep telling me how well I'm doing, but I know the mistakes I'm making and I beat myself up for them. The 5 years at RPS was enough experience to have a full awareness of my shortcomings. That same experience should make me realize that they are amazed at how well I'm doing, but its not helping in that way. Meanwhile, my other job is probably fading away. They aren't very pleased with my absences. It has already become a more rewarding job than my other.