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i feel like i haven't been online in fucking days.
i don't know why, but it's weird.
last weekend i went to joey's house with christa.
i've never been so plastered in my life.
i remember things i did, but nothing that i said. first christa and i tried walking to the store but arron, mario, benny, and nick were outside and got us to come back home. aaron let me grab ahold of his arm so i wouldn't fall over. i guess i was in a "dark" room with aaron, too, just me and him, and i was like cuddled up against his arm/neck. i remember that, but i don't remember what we talked about. so, i called and asked him. he said i talked about stacie and amber and how they were going to fuck him over, AGAIN. i've told him that 352352 times..i feel like an idiot. but, i think it's funny too. i remember christa coming in the room and asking if i was okay and i said yeah.
next memory i have is CRAWLING to the bathroom, and aaron saying "ashley just throw up you'll feel better" and i kept saying "no! that's gross!"
i don't know if i did it in front of him but once i did throw up i felt like i was going to die. after about an hour (or so nick says) i came out and felt better. some people were over, i passed out in a chair, then in joeys room.
i seriously wish i remember everything because it sounds like i had a lot of fun.
i've never been so high/drunk.....ever. luda (this guy at my school who looks JUST like ludacris...i should take his picture or something) was laughing at me SO hard. i went to go push away some smoke that was in my face and it looked like i was going nuts..and he's like "wtf are you doing?!" i was like "uh........i'm going inside" he already thinks i'm the biggest blonde ever. which might be true.
anyway, yesterday christa and i watched movies ALL day. i've been fighting with my mom a lot so she wouldn't let me go anywhere. not that i wanted to i had a huge hangover and i'm fucking sick now. i couldn't sleep in, which i'm pissed about.
wow i didn't mean to write this much. next week: no drinking or parting, christa and i have a wedding to go to.
i don't know why, but it's weird.
last weekend i went to joey's house with christa.
i've never been so plastered in my life.
i remember things i did, but nothing that i said. first christa and i tried walking to the store but arron, mario, benny, and nick were outside and got us to come back home. aaron let me grab ahold of his arm so i wouldn't fall over. i guess i was in a "dark" room with aaron, too, just me and him, and i was like cuddled up against his arm/neck. i remember that, but i don't remember what we talked about. so, i called and asked him. he said i talked about stacie and amber and how they were going to fuck him over, AGAIN. i've told him that 352352 times..i feel like an idiot. but, i think it's funny too. i remember christa coming in the room and asking if i was okay and i said yeah.
next memory i have is CRAWLING to the bathroom, and aaron saying "ashley just throw up you'll feel better" and i kept saying "no! that's gross!"
i don't know if i did it in front of him but once i did throw up i felt like i was going to die. after about an hour (or so nick says) i came out and felt better. some people were over, i passed out in a chair, then in joeys room.
i seriously wish i remember everything because it sounds like i had a lot of fun.
i've never been so high/drunk.....ever. luda (this guy at my school who looks JUST like ludacris...i should take his picture or something) was laughing at me SO hard. i went to go push away some smoke that was in my face and it looked like i was going nuts..and he's like "wtf are you doing?!" i was like "uh........i'm going inside" he already thinks i'm the biggest blonde ever. which might be true.
anyway, yesterday christa and i watched movies ALL day. i've been fighting with my mom a lot so she wouldn't let me go anywhere. not that i wanted to i had a huge hangover and i'm fucking sick now. i couldn't sleep in, which i'm pissed about.
wow i didn't mean to write this much. next week: no drinking or parting, christa and i have a wedding to go to.