Oct 04, 2005 18:37
I wish things never happend or they would just be different.
It's so hard to think about this. I just want this to be over with already. I don't know why I've turned it into such a big frickin deal, but it is.
Why can't I just be me and live the way I want? Because I'm 18..still live with my parents...I am "immature"...and they know everything about me now. So everyone treats me like I'm going to do something wrong now, everytime I leave the house.
Nothing is going to happen..Get that through your fucking skulls!
I hate livejournal..its my only friend at the moment that I can talk to. I can't go out cuz I'm not allowed. Whatever. If it makes them feel secure that I'm here bitching at them instead, then I guess that's awesome.
Ugh. Somebody shoot me please.