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[oldchunkylady]

over the past couple of days ive been thinking and reflecting back on everything thats happened in the past couple weeks. i can undoubtedly say that most of it was my fault. now ive realized what ive done was real dick, and i no that as much as i say im sorry and apologize for it, i no that that wont be good enough-and even if you do accept my

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[stageharbor29]

Yeah, not to be mean or anything, but I knew this was coming the whole "I'm gonna ditch everyone and everything for the guy". And I totally expected this to happen, so whatever, I'm used to that from you, because you did it with Dave, and now with Frank. And ignoring the rest of us for Matt and Steph, well, we have gotten kind of used to that as well, but we dealt with that. I mean it's good that you can just "escape" everything when you're with Frank, but like, that makes the rest of us all feel like crap, like you can never be totally happy when you're with any of us..you have to be with Frank to be totally happy. And people were all pissed off before, over the whole livejournal entries, but that got resolved because people did get involved. Like, Steph got involved and I got involved because I cared enough to. Friends argue because they care enough to, and not arguing or just not getting involved is like saying "I don't care enough to argue or say anything, so hopefully it'll just get worked out by other people or other ways than me." And the ignoring IMs and phone calls, all you could have done was said "I'm not in the mood for people right now" and that would have been much better than ignoring everyone and getting everyone all worried/pissed off. And being in our little group, yeah there sometimes can be a lot of shit between everyone over everything from stupid small stuff to real problems, but you shouldn't just avoid it otherwise it will never fully get worked out. And last night, I didn't know if I should inivte you because it seemed like you were so mad because you wouldn't respond to anyone. So, I had Matt call, and you answered his phone call...twice. I'm sorry, but that's kinda like "Hmm well, I'm only going to talk to Matt," and let me tell you, none of us appreciate that when we all know that you won't respond to the rest of us, who tried to find out what the problem was or why you were mad at us, and like Matt calls because I ask him to and you answer the phone no matter what.

Nevertheless, I do still love you as one of my best friends even though I am quite pissed off right now, but seriously Kim..this is the second major time you've done this, and it's not helping anyone here, and you're just screwing yourself over and all of us. So the only person benefiting from all of this is Frank because you spend every waking minute with him now, and if that's what you want to do...then fine. Just tell us, don't ignore us. We kept trying to talk to you because we cared, Kim, if we didn't care then we woudln't have even made the effort to IM you, or call you, one time...or thousands of times. Yes, you did apoligize and all but you wouldn't respond to most of us for like a week, and at that point, we don't even know what to do anymore, or what to think, and then you started ignoring Steph for a few days too..and you consider her like your best friend, so at that point, it's just like, "Why are any of us even bothering to try to talk to her when all she does is ignore us." We've been friends since like 1st grade, 12 years, and I didn't want that to end, but the way you were acting was like "Oh, whatever, I guess she doesn't care to be friends anymore at all." And I thought it was bad how you semi ignored people while you were with Dave..but now, you totally ignore your friends with Frank and that is out of control.