a good day
I had a clearing moment today. I realized that while weight wise I am heavier than I was 4 or 5 years ago. But in spite of that I feel better and more excepting of myself than I ever was those 4 or 5 years ago. I sill want to better my self, but I don't feel like I'm a bad person for not being my best self right now. I don't know if that make total since but it feels good.