I ain't never been a silly ho.
So the T-Pain radio on Pandora is amazing.
I have a better reason why black is my favorite color now. Makes me say my my my. mmmmmmmm. wow.
I visited GVBC. I felt so old cause I only knew 2 of the campers....and all the counselors who were mainly my old camp friends. I should go back and counsel sometime. It was fun to see everyone again. I still can't believe Alan is married...insane.
I sliced my finger open today....right on the tip. It hurts like a mother. It bled A LOT. But the shorts I made a cute. haha.
Jordan planned a really fun date on Saturday night. I had the best time. Fast food adventures and some putt putt. Fun times.
We got our bridesmaids dresses for Rachel's wedding. They are way cute. She also got a cake ordered. Oh, and yeah, she's getting married on my 21st birthday. I don't know how I feel about that. I wish it wasn't on it but I guess that's ok. It's selfish to be whiney about it...but I've always been the type where my birthday is sposed to be all about me. haha. I'll just have to get over it. It'll be fun. But it does squash any kind of preimagined plans I had for celebrating.....blah. I won't get to go down on Dickson street with friends and get drinks at midnight cause I'll be in Eureka Springs. I mean I guess I can just celebrate on the next day or something....it's just the initial moment that won't be that special. But that next week is spring break so you know I'll be having fun. It'll all be ok.
So this morning at church my dad had a big sugar drop. I went to the car to get him a gluclose tablet. He took it but it didn't help. He got really hot and took his tie off and then got up to go outside to get some air but when he stood up he stumbled and his knees started to buckle. He was blacking out so I jumped up and caught him so he wouldn't fall. Some men got him and took him out to the lobby. It scared me so bad cause I thought he was having a heart attack. I had to run to the car to get another gluclose tablet and I started crying cause I was really shooken up. Thankfully there are nurses and people who know what to do that go to our church. They really got on the ball and he got better pretty quick. I hate when stuff like that happens because the first thing that runs through my head is him dying and not being here and I don't know if I'll ever be able to handle that. I don't want to think about it anymore.
We leave for St. Louis on Wednesday! yay!!!!
I'm tired. Bed time.
Kara