I'm better, I think ...

Jan 18, 2007 11:07

at least, I hope I am.

Anyway, I have a contract job to work on. two to three weeks of work for a flat fee.

I miss writing. I have been away from it too long. I will attempt to add a chapter to my story I have put aside.

Have you ever gone through a time in your life when you feel you have no close friends at all anymore? I think I spend too much time by myself ... funny, a few years ago I wanted nothing but to be alone for long periods of time.

I am typing this in a deli shop that has free internet service. People are meeting each other, hugging. Mostly women. Even my wife is gone to meet some other ladies to chat, have lunch and sew together. Why is it that friends I make that become really close move away? And the ones that don't move become real preachy, telling me what I should do or not do? Or they are close about one or two particular interests, such as playing music, but then, whoops, time to run?

I think I may know what my problem is ... I have too much time on my hands since I am not steadily employed. I think I'll go load up the feeder and watch the birds for a while - maybe get some inspiration for the next chapter. Oh, yeah, guess I better get some of that contract work done ...
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