More Procrastination

Jun 03, 2008 00:12

Okay really... I think it won't be that hard.

Maybe I really should have gone to college to become a vet. That's what I wanted to do for a long time. I just love animals. I feel like for the most part animals don't look at you and WANT to harm you, whereas I feel like more people would. Even when animals want to harm you... they don't really want to - it's usually due to.. something territorial or all those funny animal quirks. People are so much more dangerous. Not that I'd pick a shark over a man, but like.. things vets actually treat normally. Actually if I were a vet I would have wanted to work at Sea World. I love Sea World, which is so goofy to say.. so moving on. - But yea, I dunno. Decisions are made. Plus I hate dead things, and I'd of had to deal with euthanizing animals and poor strays and surgery. Then I'd have 50 million pets and a guilty conscious. So maybe it's better I work with something I'm a little less attached to right off. Not that I don't like people... but like think about it: you look at a dog you don't know and you are in love, you see people walking down the street all the time and don't get excited about strangers. Idk I like animals a little more than most I feel like. I've just never had a problem with sitting down on the floor with animals and playing with them and having them lick you in the face or crawl all over you. It's just not icky to me. I'm the weird kid that comes over and plays with your pet the whole time - granted I'm suffering from pet depravation as of now, so I kind of have an excuse.

If I could do anything I'd just watch movies all day. I love movies. I love watching movies by myself in my room, with no one around to make an off comment or ruin a moment. Movies allow you to experience your emotions freely. You can learn a lot about yourself. How you relate to the characters, the plot - it allows you to express and experience emotions you don't get to feel on a normal basis. I'm fairly sure most people don't go on great adventures to different countries or are involved in wars or know kung fu - or have even experienced love gone tragic (except maybe Angelina Jolie looking back on that comment, she is amazing). So you get to sit, get sucked into this new world for a couple of hours, and just... emotionally gush... and sometimes learn. Documentaries are important. People just so rarely get to be emotionally free - because as soon as you've felt something someone makes a comment or muddles your pure unadulterated first thought or feeling and it's gone. And that is tragic.
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