Dec 13, 2005 02:24
I'm not gonna lie now, I'm in a pretty fucked up state
Don't know what to think, don't know what to feel
Something that has been a constant in my life for the better part of two years is now gone
finis
I know that there is something still there, but what it is I do not know
Basically I am confused, scared and more than a little bit lonely
Uncertain of what the future may bring