Apr 27, 2007 16:16
ive been doing well with keeping the booze out of me and keepin up with this exercising stuff..it may not show physically but mentally i feel pretty good about myself for keeping with it so far.
i really need to leave nova scotia, thats my only regret about going to school is that im stuck here for that..but i am excited about it to meet new people and shit..break away a bit from wherever it is im at now in life..of course keepin the life longs aside me as always. i was in such a positive state of mind about everything for a little bit there..and in the past few days i can feel it startin to fade, which im hating on because i dont know why its fading..then again i didnt know why i was feeling it, but that made it so much better, that it just happened ya know? hopefully in a week at the latest i'll be good
so i was gonna get a cobweb tattoo on my elbow...fuck that, im not a racist convict, so merle suggested to do it up like a cracked window, he saw it in a magazine and thought it was pretty cool, and i trust this guy so i said hell yea lets do it, cant wait to see it...i guess it can symbolize that u can crack me..u can shake me...but mother fucker u cant break me