Rest in peace.

Dec 28, 2006 16:12

R.I.P. CARRIE (rabidsnowbunny)
March 27th, 1978 - December 28th, 2006

You are my friend, my older sister, my zodiac twin who I love so very much.
You are friends to so many others, and a wonderful wife to a great man.
You had such energy.. and such passion for life and you were working so hard to make yourself healthy.
You are determined, strong, intelligent, and so many words that I cannot properly use.
You are just.. amazing.. and I say these words in present-tense because even though you've passed on..
Your memory, your spirit, and who you were to me, and everyone else remains with us.
Wherever you go upon this journey, may it go in peace, and harmony.
You'll always be missed, and loved. Tears are shedding for you, but despite that, a smile is shining because you're in peace and no longer suffering.
I'm so glad to have met you. You made such an impact on my life. From talking online to when I met you in person. From when I hugged you and spoke and laughed with you, and did simple things together.. you are just.. one of a kind.
Despite difficulties, despite it all.. those feelings never, ever changed. And they never will.
I would have rather told you in person, but I forgive you. And I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner. I was never angry. I understood. It would have been great to have spoken to you one last time. It really would have.
Because of this, I'm going to work to take much better care of myself. You told me yourself to be strong and to never give up. And I don't plan on doing so, even more determined now than before to fight for my own health.
And we will go to Japan together someday. Even if you're not physically there with me, you're there with me in spirit. And the day I go, and see the sakura blossoms bloom, I'll think of you, and I'll try to take one home to you.
Until then, keep yourself blossoming and blooming strong, wherever you go. Have a safe journey. And rest in peace. I love you. And I'll see you again, one day.

This isn't goodbye.

But, see you later. ♥
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