Comfortable being me.

[okoto]

I'm starting to feel more comfortable and confident doing things on my own. I can do anything and talk to anyone, unless they are a douche bag then I will just ignore them. I can't stand people who don't prove themselves and are cocky from the get go...it makes me want to punch them in the face for being so fake. I don't know if the people I met realize it but I can read through shallowness pretty well. I also have a pretty strong sensing gaydar since I've been working in the Montrose area for so long haha. But I digress, the word of the day kids is "Listen" and not speak so damb much.

I realize I don't know what I want but that's ok things will work out as long as I keep moving. I learned that from a business man a long time ago, never stop moving even if it takes you backwards. In a way Huong could be right. I've been living in a bubble were people tell me what I like to hear or I chose what I like to hear. I can't or shouldn't depend on anyone's words but my own. I am reluctant to graduate in fear of leaving what is comfortable, but I am also optimistic that things will be changing drastically come next year.

I know one thing one way or another I am leaving Houston. This city is great and all, but my ambition are too big for this city alone. I've learned all I can from this city, it will always be my home.