BLAIR N. BOWMAN, I love you so much. I love you more then I love my family. You ARE my fucking family. I love it when you come back to visit, but I also hate it. I hate it because I know you'll be leaving again in a couple of days. I think about you all of the time, actually. And no matter what I'll always love you more then anything. I don't want anything to come between us. I'm not very smart, and I do alot of dumb things, and it's hard for me to express shit like this, But you have no idea. I miss you. I had a good birthday, but at the same time I didn't. We're getting older, and soon school will be over and we'll have to grow up. But I'm scared to grow up. I want to go back to first grade. When we had like 6 O'clock curfews, and slumber parties. Me and my big glasses, and you and your 6 million dance & gymnastics classes. I wish I could see you everyday again.. I'm fucking shit up here without you.
I'm so scared to grow up too, that's why I still act like I'm 14 ha and I have no clue what I'm going to do after I graduate. I failed this year, I have to take the 11th grade over, so I'll be a year behind everybody and hopefully I'll figure out what I'm going to do after that. Even if we're scared to grow up, we have to do it and we'll figure out what we'll do when we have to. But I want to go back to elementary school too, when you wore horse shirts and I liked dogs a little too much hahah. I love you Chrissy and I love coming to visit, but I hate having to leave also. It pretty much tears me apart that wherever I am.. I am always missing somebody.
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I love you so much. I love you more then I love my family. You ARE my fucking family. I love it when you come back to visit, but I also hate it. I hate it because I know you'll be leaving again in a couple of days. I think about you all of the time, actually. And no matter what I'll always love you more then anything. I don't want anything to come between us. I'm not very smart, and I do alot of dumb things, and it's hard for me to express shit like this, But you have no idea. I miss you. I had a good birthday, but at the same time I didn't. We're getting older, and soon school will be over and we'll have to grow up. But I'm scared to grow up. I want to go back to first grade. When we had like 6 O'clock curfews, and slumber parties. Me and my big glasses, and you and your 6 million dance & gymnastics classes. I wish I could see you everyday again.. I'm fucking shit up here without you.
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We're pretty cool/gross
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happy birthday chrissy!
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