"Oooh Silllllllky..."
hmmm i hate thanksgiving... always have. why? well why the hell not? i hate turkey, i hate family, i am just in a hatefull mood. i am just having a bad night, like first i was thinking about how flipper is gonna bring down samantha on saturday, and i just got to thinking about the friendship of ours. then i thought about how nice she is for doing this... then i thought about how how rude and fucked up, and bitchy kelsey was by EXPECTING flipper to pick up somebody else and just manipulate her schedule for her... that really fuckin pissed me off, to say the least. then i was kinda sick and couldn't really eat much at dinner, i guess it was ok, then my step mom gives me this shit about being on the computer and stuff, fuck i hate my parents and my life in P.G. i really don't know what i'm going to do... ijust can't fucking take it anymore. i'm also really lonely tonight... and am missing samantha a whole hell of a lot recently... well i'll see her in two days and it will all be better. i'm bored and lonely right now and i guess i was going to say what i am thankful for in my life right now... it's thanksgiving right?
WHAT JUSTIN IS THANKFULL FOR...
* wrestling... more specifically... winning.
* my blang blang game boy advance :-D
* i'm healthy
* most of my really good friends are alive
* comic books!!!
* Ju Jitsu
* meeting adrienne at camp this year
* meeting Samantha two years ago
* being able to love and be loved by her now...
* really don't even know.... i guess just being with samantha... any other time is like time wasted.
and most importantly i guess i am thankfull for the fact that i had cancer 8 years and 45 days ago. it really has changed my life and what not yada yada yada... but i guess i just can't think what it'd be like without it. or the fact i made subtle decisions in my life like deciding to go 3rd week 2 years ago instead of going first like i always do... i met some of my least favorite people, but i also met the most "special" person in my life and really found out who i am as a person... it just set a chain of events off that changed my life so dramatically... like even more than when i got cancer the first time. oh well i'm just sitting here listening to music and watching the Iron Giant on TV. i'm bored... and lonely... oh well...
WHAT JUSTIN IS THANKFULL FOR...
* wrestling... more specifically... winning.
* my blang blang game boy advance :-D
* i'm healthy
* most of my really good friends are alive
* comic books!!!
* Ju Jitsu
* meeting adrienne at camp this year
* meeting Samantha two years ago
* being able to love and be loved by her now...
* really don't even know.... i guess just being with samantha... any other time is like time wasted.
and most importantly i guess i am thankfull for the fact that i had cancer 8 years and 45 days ago. it really has changed my life and what not yada yada yada... but i guess i just can't think what it'd be like without it. or the fact i made subtle decisions in my life like deciding to go 3rd week 2 years ago instead of going first like i always do... i met some of my least favorite people, but i also met the most "special" person in my life and really found out who i am as a person... it just set a chain of events off that changed my life so dramatically... like even more than when i got cancer the first time. oh well i'm just sitting here listening to music and watching the Iron Giant on TV. i'm bored... and lonely... oh well...