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okinyanko

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Jul 10, 2008 00:35

I am sorry... for what my Fye did to you... I didn't think that letting him out would be so dangerous! The heat never affected him before so...

I'm so sorry... please forgive me?

And forgive him? I know you will be angry but... believe me he didn't mean it. He was just affected by my ailment and so it's ultimately my fault ( Read more... )

fai, kuro2, kuro1

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ninja_e July 10 2008, 05:20:52 UTC

You are not at fault Fay. It's ALL his.

Never believe a lying demon.

okinyanko July 10 2008, 05:22:44 UTC

No! It is my fault! If I could control myself when I was in heat then Fye wouldn't have to come out and this would have never happened!

ninja_e July 10 2008, 05:25:29 UTC

IT'S NOT YOUR DAMNED FAULT!

okinyanko July 10 2008, 05:31:50 UTC

It is! I'm the one who makes Fye suffer in heat so I don't have too... and then he does this because he needs the help too and doesn't know how to ask... if I was just stronger and learned to control myself then I wouldn't have to rely on him anymore...

ninja_e July 10 2008, 05:44:32 UTC

He used MAGIC Fay. And was clearly saying things to get the jump on me.

He's lying when he says he has no control.

okinyanko July 10 2008, 05:45:43 UTC

No! Everything he said was true!

And... he didn't tell me he had no control... he did have control in some way but... it's hard to fight that urge sometimes...

ninja_e July 10 2008, 05:51:08 UTC

Bull shit!

He only hurts 'corrupt' people! He has 'feelings' for me! All just to put me through a loop so he could get the jump on me and injects me with magic!

If he hadn't played that last card, I could have stopped him and he knows it.

[Screened] okinyanko July 10 2008, 06:01:16 UTC

No he...!!

DAMN IT! I COULDN'T EXPECT YOU TO UNDERSTAND ANYWAY!

ALL YOU EVER DO IS ACCUSE HIM AND DOUBT WHAT HE SAYS AND ALL HE DID WAS ACT ON HIS INSTINCT! BECAUSE YOU LET HIM GET CLOSE DESPITE HIS WARNING!

I'M SICK OF EVERYONE FIGHTING AND HATING HIM BECAUSE HE IS HIMSELF. AND I'M SICK OF BEING ACCUSED AND HAVING WORDS PUT IN MY MOUTH BECAUSE EVERYONE IS SUCH SELFISH PRICKS AROUND HERE!

SO HELP ME, KUROGANE, IF YOU COME NEAR ME OR FYE AGAIN I SWEAR TO THE GODS AND THE SEVEN HELLS THAT I WILL FIND A WAY TO KILL YOU!

Re: [Screened] ninja_e July 10 2008, 06:06:23 UTC

I though he was going to wait to talk to me and he was asking for payment for that time. Until he said he was coming, I didn't expect him to come then.

Perhaps I should have stopped him.

But I'm not going to act like he's the victim. I gave him a chance to explain himself. Then he went and acted like how I first thought he would.

Why should I forgive someone who can't even pretend to be apologetic himself?

Re: [Screened] okinyanko July 10 2008, 06:14:00 UTC

I really don't blame you for being angry, but I'm sick of your arrogance and selfishness. I really can't stand people like you, because they're the ones who get other people hurt or step on them so they can get ahead. I don't expect you to forgive what Fye does, but I do expect you to believe that what he tells you is the truth. The fact that he would go so far and bring his OWN drink means he was at least putting effort into it. And you must believe he loved you because I loved you and Fye and I ARE THE SAME PERSON ( ... )

Re: [Screened] ninja_e July 10 2008, 06:19:10 UTC

Always defending that damned demon.

Fine. Don't come crying to me when he kills my counterpart in his sleep, saying it's all to 'protect' you.

Though, you'd probably believe that too. It seems he can commit genocide and you'd preach that he's the victim.

I'm done dealing with that demon.

Re: [Screened] okinyanko July 10 2008, 06:27:53 UTC

I will never come crying to you. Not even when Fye decides he wants to kill you too for my protection.

And if you must know, it's because that bastard use to experiment and sexually torture me as punishment. That's why he listened to his king and tortured innocents. And if you still believe he does things for the fun of it than you're mistaken. He has reasons and they are valid, and you can shove what ever arguments you have up your ass.

That asshole took my spirit away and Fye was the one to give it back. So you better damn well believe that I would side with him no matter the circumstance; genocide or suicide I am with him.

So now that you have finally got what you wanted, leave me alone. I'm done trying to make you happy and accept me for who I am, Fye in all.

Re: [Screened] ninja_e July 10 2008, 06:35:25 UTC

You want to know the irony? I was going to believe Fye. I actually thought, maybe, that demon was capable of FUCKING HAVING A HEART!

Now, I'm convinced he just uses you for a shield! Just pretends he cares, that he doesn't know what he's doing, and all that crap so he can keep himself safe by sacrificing you!

You take the blame for everything he does. It's your loved ones getting hurt. He probably does EVERYTHING to keep your mind broken since that bastard Fei Wong Reed can't do it for him anymore!

Oh, yeah! That's exactly what I wanted! To be jumped by a demon who can't even be bothered to act and instead leaves you to take the blame! If he wanted to protect you, then he'd at least put on the act himself!

Re: [Screened] okinyanko July 10 2008, 06:43:29 UTC

NO HE DOESN'T! He does it for me!! H-he's... He came from a place that the only thing he was good for was torturing people to keep me safe! Of course he's going to continue to act that way because he doesn't know how to do anything else! Of course, how would you know that? You never even tried to understand why he acted like that! Didn't it ever cross your mind that he was insane!? You didn't even wonder if he was in need of some serious outside help!

And now he's trying to change because he has hope in something else and all you're doing his taking his efforts and stomping on them. By meeting him despite his warning, by accusing him of lies, of saying that you hate him and won't trust him after all the efforts he's taken to befriend Fai and make YOUR relationship work?

Are you really that selfish that you coudln't see that!?

Re: [Screened] ninja_e July 10 2008, 06:46:37 UTC

Why should I trust someone who used the bond I have with Fai for his own selfish desires?

Re: [Screened] okinyanko July 10 2008, 06:51:31 UTC

.... there was nothing really there, so it's probably in the negatives. But he is really guilty for what he did. He's only afraid to come out and say it himself because he wants to say it to you in person, and he is afraid that in person you may get angry and lash out and end up hurting me too. I know it wasn't right and Fye will probably take penance for himself in order to even start to feel like he can forgive himself. And then he will attempt to work something out with you. But it's hard when the person you are trying to apologize too doesn't even believe what you're telling them.

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