It's 3 AM I must be lonely...
Actually it's 11:45 PM. I'm just lonely and it seems really late. After the weekend I've had, one minute without Clay seems so long. I miss him so much- we finally confessed our love. :-) It happened because I accidently slipped and said "aw I love you" commenting on something he said. And then he started teasing me to a point where I was like "I don't love you because you don't love me". Then he pulled me close and told me he did- I saw fireworks haha. I really do love him, he's so much better than all of the boyfriends I've ever had put together. I hope he knows that too. Even though it's only been a month, I am very excited to spend more and more months following.. even if that sounds stupid to anyone else. I don't care- I love him.
As far as how well the weekend went... let's just say-satisfying ;-).
On another note, I'm really worried about my mom. She is going downhill fast. I wish I had a way to bring her back. But I mean I "don't have problems with my family" I "make it all up". And I am "just trying to get sympathy from everyone". Fuck you. And fuck me for thinking you were my friend.
I can't sleep tonight either. And I really wish my room was clean. When Clay comes over tomorrow I'm going to get him to help me clean it- or ask him to let me lol. While he watches. He does too much for me anyway :-D.
Lemme go-
love~ jenn
As far as how well the weekend went... let's just say-satisfying ;-).
On another note, I'm really worried about my mom. She is going downhill fast. I wish I had a way to bring her back. But I mean I "don't have problems with my family" I "make it all up". And I am "just trying to get sympathy from everyone". Fuck you. And fuck me for thinking you were my friend.
I can't sleep tonight either. And I really wish my room was clean. When Clay comes over tomorrow I'm going to get him to help me clean it- or ask him to let me lol. While he watches. He does too much for me anyway :-D.
Lemme go-
love~ jenn