I Love you I Hate you
What the fuck is your problem, I didnt to a fucking thing to you and yet you brush me off and get all pissed when I need to ask you a simple fucking question!! You hurt me so bad when you ignore me and treat me like shit because you are mad at someone else or something else. You wont tell me what it is, but continue to treat me like its my fucking fault. ITS NOT. Fuck this, why should I have to put up with your little tantrum. You act like a little three year old who is not getting their way and wants everyone else around them to be miserable. I just want to help make you feel better but in return I end up feeling like shit because thats how you treat me. You make me so angry I want to punch you in the face and leave you lying on the ground. Why should I have to deal with this. There are times I feel like the world is at my feet because I love you so much and you are so caring and kind, but then you turn around and treat me like shit the next minute and I hate you for it. It's like you have slapped me in the face, it stings so bad and I dont know what to do about it. I have told you more than once how you make me feel when you do this to me, and you listen, and you change, but it never lasts. Once again you get angry at someone or something and take it all out on me. Just because I am here and you know I dont want to leave you does not mean you can take me for granted like this. I am more than a little tempted to walk away and tell you to go fuck yourself.