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So my birthday was this weekend and what not.
I got:
$50 on my credit card and sushi x2 - Grego
A year upgrade on LJ - Melly
100 user pics on LJ - P-chan
2 beers and 2 vicadins - Erich
$11 - Kayla
Subway, Breakfast, Liquid Eyeliner, New Mascara, gas, and a car wash - My Mom
$20 - My Aunt Michelle
A really cute little bowl, with screen, bag, and a card - Lee ( O_O )
A pack of cloves - Marcus
And uh, that wsa it. I renewed my plate with my check, and bought myself some weed. Went out to eat about three times that weekend. Smoked two birthday blunts that I bought and rolled, to smoke myself on my birthday, had no weed on my birthday except a little joint.
No party or anything. Got yelled at a lot on my birthday, was all in all a pretty shitty ass day.
I think I'm coming to the conclusion of, screw birthdays, the one day I hope everything will treat me nice and not obligate me to anything I get treated like absolute shit, so I'll just make up a day, that I'm going to call Anji day, and that will be my day, because my birthday just never works. And on that day, I'll just sit in my closet, and cry all I want, and curl up in a blanket, and smoke all my weed to myself, and drink all my beer, and sit there enjoying Anji day, the day of not having to do anything for any other goddamn person.
Also on birthday list, Li ordered me 24 imps from Black Phoenix two months ago, but of course they still haven't arrived yet.
So, hit bonus twice at work, trying to do it again, don't know it's getting harder again it seems. Shoulder and neck hurt a lot lately, getting irate with that.
Started my period today, had cramps really bad all day, was snowing really heavily, was supposed to get my brakes fixed earlire in the week before it snowed, but of course that didn't happen. Driving was a bit crazy, never drove this car in the winter. Calling my dad tomorrow, going to see if I can go visit the family and try and pump some birthday something out of them. Bastards. -.-
My arms hurt though because Grego's seat's about ten feet away from his moniter and quite irritating. So I'm going to go smoke the last joint I have of the third bag I bought in a row, and see if I can't find some more, because yeah. Weed.
More updates with bigger and more detailed things later. One day. Soon. Or something.
-Anji-